Goodbye, Steve Lee
I am deeply sad for the loss of GOTTHARD singer STEVE LEE, whose music accompanied me for many years of my life. His voice and music carry uncountable dreams and longings of mine, for many years he sang me into sleep. Many songs riminded me of a train leaving to the far away land of happiness.
For the last years, their music was not important to me anymore, but the news of Steve's death hit me in the depth of my heart! I was hoping to meeting them again one day, experience them as musicians and as men again during my adult life.
From Steve's death I've learnt that the last moment can be anytime, so let us not hesitate to live and to love in the moment, right now! Let us not wait for tomorrow, let's do it right now! And always remember to share and to show your love to your beloved ones, because their or your last moment might be right now.
Feels like I've lost a friend, a mentor, an idol, a relative, a love.
And let me also tell you the story behind these feelings: On October 4th I was driving off to Oulu, packed some CDs to listen during the long car trip, amongst Dial Hard, GOTTHARD's second album, which I hadn't listened to for years. On 5th, Steves day of death, I threw in the CD and listened to their music with new ears, so to speak. I was thinking a lot about the voice and the man behind this incredibly powerful voice. So I did on 6th. I spent two days intensively thinking about Steve, when my friend Denise sent me the shocking and unbelievable message of his death. I was completely devastated, and have been listening to their music, reading all texts and watching all films I could find on the net ever since, trying to understand. But no use. Losing a beloved one only shows the absurdness of life.
Sometimes, for some people, music can fill up an emptiness inside you, it might save your life, change your life, allow you to project all your anger, hate, happiness and love onto it. Music gives you comfort in sadness, power to hold on, hope for love and security, and sometimes it can mean a whole world to you. - This is what the music of GOTTHARD meant to me for many many years of my life, and Steve's voice carried a great part of those very feelings, of my inner world.
Thank you for teaching me these first steps of freedom, these first steps of life.